I am, as always,
unhappy with myself
I'm too ugly
too fat, too pale.
my curly hair gets on my nerves
so does the sound of my voice.
so mant imperfections,
how can I love myself?
with all these things wrong,
I want to fix them so bad,
I guess I want to change myself,
I'm on a diet again,
15 lbs to lose
planning to straighten out
my terrible hair,
hoping to make it better.
the only thing I will never change
about myself, is my eyes,
my light brown, honey eyes.
my whloe body is worthless
everything on it is too imperfect.
I am back to where I started again,
on another diet,
but, will I still be happy with myself,
after all these changes?
or will I find another imperfection,
and change myself again,
I will always be, unhappy with me |
