looking into the past you see my reflection of hate deep
within lies the insane realm of my affections i am so
confused hiding myself, needing something everything been
so hidden,you see this in me but uncompelling inside
without touch,feeling pain i am hating every sensation
why am i ripping my mind why do i hate you,as i am hiding
all my feelings i feel so confused,hiding myself,needing
something why do i got to be this,why why do i got to be
you why, needing something, why do i need something i
hate you, i am so confused, feeling so confused ripping
my mind out,as i feel i am needing something from you,why
do i need something, whats going on why do i need
something,ripping out my inside feeling i need somewhere
to hide, ending up finding you as i am seeing back into
my life, why did you hate me but wont you just hate me
anyways, i need something i have nowhere togo,i have
nothing to give i am need something,cant find anything
ending up this way, just living a lie, just hiding it all
just living well i just lived a lie, well i just lived a
lie well i just lived a lie, well i just hide it all
feeling confused hiding myself,deep within it becomes
me, as i am hiding myself, formed from your hate
everything has been broken down my way, its all for me
what have i done to become this way,am i really myself
is there anyway?,so am i really angry,its my only feeling
that i do feel, is it really me, or is it my insanity
here i am befriended by my own angry, why did this happen
as i am ripping my head, why can i hear there thoughts
why do they treat me like something thats nothing, am i?
why do they hate me, what will they do, what will i do?
i can feel inside my mind, as its all pushing out of its
hiding place, why dont i make it stay, need something
here as i am defended by my own insanity, feeling upset
walking in there steps, breaking there minds,just go away
as my own feelings are pushing out of disguises, go away
as i am watching myself,feeling all the pain of your ways
as it breaks my mind,it making me dying,needing something |
