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My Suicide
written by lost_and_forgotten
03:04 AM 4/29/04
Why do I suffer
The way that I do
When the pain was meant
Not for me but for you?

Why do I cry
From day until night
When I never even
Get in a fight?

Why do I wander
And go astray
From all of my dreams
From day to day?

Why do I listen
To what you say
When you tell me to go
And not to stay?

I get how you feel
I know you all hate me
But I don't know why
Afterall, we're a family

Yet I keep hanging on
Never letting faith die
I just keep up hope
But I dont know why

I now want to die
You'll be happy then
You'll never see me
I won't bother you again

I'll close my eyes
And count to ten
I'll hold my breath
What'll happen then?

I'll hold it until
I turn blue
I'll hold it some more
And what will you do?

I'll pass out next
Lying on the floor
I'll need CPR
I'll breathe no more

I'll be gone forever
Out of your way
I'll do it right now
To make your day

I hope that you live
In guilt and remorse
It's your fault I'm gone
All yours of coarse

You should have seen it comming
Long before now
Oh wait, you couldn't have
You don't know how

How to pay attention
To what you say and you do
Well I'm gone forever now
And I still hate you


a poem by ~*~Kirsten*Ashley~*~


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» Comments / Feedback
by HatePreps696 (5-1-2004 - 12:57 AM)
i really like this peom...and the ryming was my fav...very nice job!!!!

by CrackMonkey1212 (5-23-2004 - 12:31 AM)
i love this poem its really good..... death is pleasent

by lost_and_forgotten (9-19-2004 - 03:47 PM)
thank you very much

by dark_faithless (10-10-2004 - 07:19 AM)
i like this poem, it reminds me of my life.

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