I hate life,
It really sucks,
I get teased,
I don't smile anymore,
I cant even think about being happy anymore,
I just want a gun,
To ease my pain,
And to do everyone a favor,
It kills me,
For you not to know,
How I feel about myself,
You ask me whats wrong,
I reply nothing all the time,
Then you finally believe me,
And I sit down and almost cry,
About how screwed up life is,
I want to talk to you,
But it seems its too late,
For you will never talk to me again,
And how you hate me so deeply,
No one is on my side,
If only everyone knew how I felt,
But I cant and wont tell them,
Because it is my problem,
So now I sit here doing absolutely nothing,
Hoping to find a gun or some poison,
It will take all the pain away,
Pull the trigger and I'm gone,
So farewell to all you people that hate me,
And to all the ones that love me,
I may see you in another life,
Alls I wanted was a chance,
But I failed to get my chance,
Now I must pay,
Today I pull a trigger,
Bang Bang thank god I'm dead. |
