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She
written by Genocide Reaper08:17 AM 1/30/05| I knew a girl she couldn't stand a soul, all she wanted was control. She sold all she had for what she thought she could gain. She always found a new way to break me in half, and tear out my heart, that's how I started to fall apart. I could hide everything inside from her, I found out later, she was just a liar. I broke her heart once, and that's all it took, she was a fire burning towards vengeance. She hated my guts, and loved me, so she claimed, I never gave a damn, or so I tried to proclaim. She fucked up my head, put a hole in my heart, and left me to die, I didn't really care, the problem was, how much I hated her lies. I did have her, but she faded away. I could have killed her, but I died, and she cried, as I slept, she cried, as I tried to get inside of her mind, she lied. She came from a cold, dark, and lonely past, I always held out my hand, to pull her out, but my aim wasn't fast and she decayed, that's why now, she's fucked up today. She couldn't hold her own if she had a gun. Just another dead bitch walking cold and blind to her own mistakes, probably haunted, and wishing for the best. She hated God, and disgraced herself, she hated my faith, I know she just wanted a taste. She lost all she wanted and couldn't let go of loved ones souls. I never tried to bring up the pain, but she couldn't help but put a stain on my name. She loved to manipulate and force me into hate. I did love her, but I left her, in disarray. I confused her, and I killed her, she killed me, and since then my insanity has been set free. Crawled in a corner and cried, she thought of suicide, taking pills, drinking, and fucking around, what a stupid whore, that couldn't let go, so she ran for ever, seeking some sort of shelter, and cover, she had it. Then pissed it away, another idiot, pained to this day. Maybe I didn't do enough, maybe I shouldn't have been so rough. Maybe she needed more than my stubborn soul, maybe she needed love. No matter how hard I tried, I could never convince her, for her I would die. Into tonight, I can honestly say I don't care if she's a wasted disgrace, hopefully she'll be dead soon, and permanently fade away. I don't need her anymore, anyway. I guess I could have prayed, but honestly, all I cared about was getting laid. Too bad she didn't stay, maybe tonight could be like so many others and we could play. She just had to be stupid and burn her bridges with a smile on her face, as she slowly stepped off into the painful place, that she lives, today. In a Hell which she did create. Now I harbor no hate, I hold no love, just ashes and vows that were burned before my eyes. |
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| » Comments / Feedback | by boom_boom13 (1-30-2005 - 10:08 AM)
| ummm... it's long! but it's okay. |
by XxheartbrokenxX (1-31-2005 - 10:29 PM)
| i loved it! Another good one from geno. |
by dead_chick (2-5-2005 - 06:45 AM)
| had me in tears.. i love it.. im going to read it everyday.. |
by (guest) (2-5-2005 - 04:04 PM)
| i didn't read it 'cuz it's waaaay too long, but i'm sure it's good, so....great job, i loved it....:) |
by Fallen_Before (2-5-2005 - 04:12 PM)
| dude that was awesome, wish i could write like that :p |
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