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Suicidal Holiday Note
written by fuzzypunkhat06:36 PM 11/25/04It was christmas and all was clear,
As the driven snow,
But to you was it fun, sincere?
For the note, do I know?
Sadly I will tell you about this true story,
Sorry it may get a bit gory,
I stepped outside, in the darkness of the snow,getting stuck like in mud,
I lit a match and leaned down to see the snow draped with blood,
It was an odd trail which went to the woods, but at the beginning there was a letter,
And I mumbled to myself beneath my fur hood,"Can this get any better?"
Carefully picking it up, removing it from the sleet,
I walked back to the porch, for I did not like snow deep,
And I opened the envelope then the paper and began to read,"You will not find me, to dear I know. I'm so sorry, but the world will never forgive me for the mistakes I have made. My addiction to self mutilaton was driving me crazy. Make sure my family reads this because I love them so much and I didn't mean to hurt them. But I was tired of ruining them, I was tired of making a fool of our family. And to my dear friend Sky, you tried to help me, and no one can ever thank you enough. I love you so much, I never meant to hurt you. Maybe by killing myself I hurt you more then ever before. Please please please forgive me. But god is no longer someone who will love me and hold me from pain. I'm sorry, I'm weak. And I will not ever win back what is due. Love, Marcia."
.... And to think she was my best friend, but oh she was,
And I will always love you, Marcia Thomas, till comes the end.
Rest in peace. |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
This is sad but true, it happened when I was at her house before christmas actually. Rest in peace Marcia. Love ya always
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| » Comments / Feedback | by (anonymous) (11-25-2004 - 11:23 PM)
| That's realy sad I'm sorry..sumtimes i want to kill myself but then I'm like I don't want to hurt my friends but soetimes I just can't take it.....I hope evrythings will be better for you and remember shes looking over you making sure her best friend is ok thats what i tell myself when I think about my friend that killed herself I say shes in a better place now and will meet her again someday stay strong. |
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