| Candle fire, melting the wax, As they lower you into your grave, I watch standing in the rain.. Alone, but surrounded by your family and friends, who Look at me, as Strange. I didn't do enough, What we went through was rough, all the times go tough, but I stayed, even through the shitty stuff. Its cold, in this rain, all the ice flowing through my veins, the chains around your slender wrist. Shackled to the walls in hell, screaming for my Help. Nightmares of your pretty face haunt me still. Why can't I find you reincarnated again? I'm wasting away on top of a Church roof, smoking a Cigarette, hopeing to see your ghost rise from the Grave, as my Spirit doesn't feel saved, My mind doesn't seem the same. I have the same image of you looking at me from those soft sheets stuck in my head, exposed nipples, and all the sweet memories Iv taken for granted, How I miss the finger tips you ran across my face, all the cold nights that got hotter with your touch. So many times I couldn't forget. I stand on top of the Cross upon the Church and scream your name, the pain seems to be in every part of my Veins. God! I'm Calling out to you before I die! All I had was Just a Lie! So Unto you now, I won't ask Why! For all I did, was what I could.. TRY! I Tried to save your life, but you slipped away and died, I fell to my knees and praised our time together, but as I turned to get you the Rose you fell into the spell of Death! I saw your last breath slip from your lips, and now I find it hard to Reminiss, Where is my Hope? And Who are they to question what I say? This wasn't the Death I saw, but the Murder in my Life I hate, God damn, I make the shamm run, I fake the Bold stance, and get lost in my Rememberance Trance, why did you die? And who is too blame? Why did I cry? And if I failed, then how should I wish that I would have Tried? All of your Name, carved across a Stone in no shame, all of my Ties to you, Will never die, I can't wake from this nightmare your gone, and I'm alone. Who will kill me to save me!? |
