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Hide Always
written by Khaotic08:55 PM 4/6/05deep inside my feelings i wish too hide always trying to live this way
yet it is all stuck inside the feelings i have i feel so enslaved to
hearing voices in my mind yet it wont get away i cant stop being insane
inside deep within my heart aches with the torment and pain of my life
always trapped inside always trying to slip away from my pain causing
insanity yet i never look away now my time is ahead of me causing
my future to erupt into an insane world of torment and pain inside i
feel the hurt eating me away breaking me down feeding my pain more it
controls my thoughts cant never find away to let it all sink down lost
inside i feel banned from the world searching and hoping for something
never looked away from all the pain always trapped and tormented is it
my own time to be locked inside my head or is it my nightmares i see
i have always failed to realize the good sides of this pain,it burys me
i am the only that has failed my own destiny the life of the world eats
me away sometimes i can hear the voices tell me what todo hating it all
the time can i ever be me, its always burning inside my thoughts it
creates my pain making me change into something not meant to be, is it
my time to become eliminated from this world of lies or is it time yet
when will i leave it all behind await for the next day of torment
hating it all all the time dwelling on something lost never found
died inside my head i always see its face staring at me laughing at me
hard to understand why is it me have i just begun my journey of what
when will my life soon be gone suffering cause you always hated me
you said you didnt hate me yet you define me such a understable life
leading whats mying into more predictable suffering internaly bleeding
im not as what you really wanted but im tired of my own mutilated self
im not sane anymore lost inside the world of lies packed with hate
mutilated soul i fell down inside my own pain yet im so alive really
follow me into my world it developed fear and pain yet i cry blood out
i swallowed all my pain inside my life is this what its meant to be
can you ever forget it all i can never forget it all never found life
always this torment it follows me i cant find my own reality im so lost
i swallowed all my pain inside my life is this what its meant to be |
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