| All six of us are inside this troubled mind. Spreading chaos and that which is wild. All the records of self deceit are hard to compile, but I'm summing up the self inflicted betrayal to 98%. Part of you is my enemy, the part is just a fuck up. That's all. I admit to my own mistake, my own fall. Yes, Iv even had to pick myself up from a bleeding crawl. It hurts to reveal all of these secrets to myself, and it hurts to awake wondering what kind of Hell Iv placed myself. Yet, I keep telling me, over and over, of all my heart ache, all my disappointments, every single mistake. I torture me, more than you ever could! And believe me, compared to my own suffering, brought upon by me. I'm sure what you can do is a cake walk, I welcome it, I believe it to be good. Its no surprise when my demon claims to find a purpose, a reason, another excuse for me to hide, I jump at the moment and seize, it, but this time. Things are going to change, nothing can be done, yet, not all is lost, I can still win the battles I say can be won. That's why, in my mind, even through all the fuck ups I'm number one. Number one to me, and myself, oh yeah, can't forget the I. And if you look closely, in my team, there is the letter I. And I is a strong part of the mix. I will be the one to bring in my world the triple six. I'm not a fool compared to any of you. In fact, in my eyes. I'm fucking better than all of you. Ego, ruling the evil mind, once again. No where to hide. |
